Edit!~ many intl fans misunderstood her father's letter. she's still ALIVE. much in pain. her father wrote a letter saying "my little daughter, i blame myself that i can't do anything for u even you're in pain and screaming..."
Jong Eun's Father says:~
Your mutterings sounded like a thunder to me
Now your short life seems like a voice that’s going to be blown away
My precious daughter who born in winter
It’s several more days until your birthday
A day before Lunar’s new year the ugly you were born and giving us such overflowing joy and happiness.
You’ll really hate it if I say ‘My daughter was really ugly when she was born, but now she has become this beautiful,” right?
Yes, yesterday beautiful angels also came down, because Jong-eun was born when the snow is coming down, since then you must be having a really tough time.
Your mom couldn’t sleep throughout the night and stay by your side to keep you safe, but now in this late time you couldn’t even say ‘I’m sick’, all you can do were letting out unclear murmuring.
My precious Jong-eun
You were such a smart and nice kid
Did you remember you once said that you want to get married with Daddy?
And when I said “when Jong-eun grew up Daddy must have become so old, is that okay?” and you answered, “Yeah,” after hesitating for a while.
There’s no flower in this world could be prettier than the frowning you
There’s no song in this world could be prettier than your angry voice
But
I couldn’t grab you, your mom also couldn’t reach out for you, there’s no one in this world could hold you back, and this breaks my heart into thousand, million pieces.
Jong-eun!
Hey, my precious daughter!
Where are you going so hurriedly?
Angels or heaven, that place is not a place that you can go by yourself.
I should have go there first and waiting for you, and if I forget you, when you come I will recognize and greet you
If I say more I’ll cry, I couldn’t even write a letter for you
My daughter
I wish you could go to the heaven without have to feel any pain, just like you were sleeping
Although I struggle although I scream, there’s nothing I can give to you
Your dad who couldn’t understand your sufferings now only can hate himself
My daughter Jong-eun~!........
