BIGBANGWORLD: [FANACCOUNT] G-Dragon most affected with Daesung's News 'Part B' (110625)

(Read the previous fanaccount Part A: 'here')

There was a huge thunderstorm today so waiting was painful, not to mention what happened with Daesung. Everyone was really sad but…it was especially sad today. A lot of VIPs started lining up since last night and it was really cold during this season. After the concert started, I don’t know if I should have been joyful seeing them again on stage but Kwon Ji Yong being unable to hide his feelings, his silence, and also the 3 members trying extremely hard to smile and laugh was too difficult for me.

For example during Lies, there’s a part where they all crouch down right? After they crouched down, the 4 of them’s feelings were deeply hurt. You could tell that their minds were preoccupied. Watching them try so hard to create a happy atmosphere was heartbreaking because they were all really sad. The atmosphere got a little better when Seungri did an impersonation and TOP copied him. Also, when Kwon Ji Yong was supposed to sing ‘SAY~~~’, Taeyang helped him cover his part.

Don’t remember which song it was exactly, but it was during the part where we were counting down, the fans at the front suddenly pushed forward and then I heard someone shout, “Daesung!” My spot was further to the back and then all of a sudden, a rush of people came pushing forward and were standing on their tip toes trying to get a look backstage. Afterwards, I thought the person shouted because she must have really wanted to see him and she couldn’t control herself when she saw someone who looked so alike with him.

At the very end when they were saying their goodbyes, fans off stage started yelling, “Encore! Encore!” (it’s a usual routine). My friend said she saw Taeyang glance at Kwon Ji Yong and Kwon Ji Yong slightly shook his head. Even though everyone was disappointed but….no one shouted for Encore after that. We let them leave silently….

My friend said during ‘Tonight’ during Daesung’s part, she saw Kwon Ji Yong sighing and was breathing heavily. During Daesung’s part in ‘Love Song’, the 4 members hid in the shadows. Not only Kwon Ji Yong, but the rest of the members’ expressions didn’t look very good. During the beginning of ‘Stupid Liar’, they didn’t clap to the beat nor did they bang their heads together. When they put their hands together at the end, they all looked really sad.

When I watched their live concerts before, they really enjoyed performing in front of the fans. However, not even 1hr into the mini concert today, I felt like they were all suffering….they only came to only fulfill their promise. I think they all wanted to hide in a corner and cry together instead. I kept thinking about things like this during the entire event. It wasn’t a perfect stage, BIGBANG isn’t 5 with 1 member missing.

I always used to think that Kwon Ji Yong could laugh for whatever reason..someone could say anything and he would be so amused and laughed till he couldn’t stop. Watching him smile unnaturally today makes me miss that Kwon Ji Yong.